Wild Words: Ferociously Nourishing Poetry

The Scripture of Circle

1/30/2022

For the month of January, Wild Words
explored the relationship between
our internal and external landscapes as we
remember and dream a new world.

One song: Vision by Ashana
and five poems by:
Brooke McNamara, Vaclav Havel,
Mary Oliver, D.H. Lawrence and Maya Luna

See below for an opportunity
to be enveloped by Grace
in Teotihuacan, Mexico this April

Female Strength by Helena Arturaleza Schotman

There is no refuge
No destination
No resolution
Only This

Blessed are the fruit of my womb
Blessed are the cycles that have no end
Blessed is the Wound
Blessed is the Hole

Blessed is the space that holds you always
Blessed is this unfinished life
Blessed is the eternal and unchanging
Blessed are we who bear the unbearable
who carry our cross from first to last breath

Blessed are we who know the relentless mercy of the
Mysterious Other
known only when we sacrifice our reaching

There is no refuge
No destination
No resolution
Only This

To you who are the Birther of Samsara
and the doorway to Nirvana
To you whose Love
is the bridge that flows between them
To you who holds the mirror of perfection
inside the crack of imperfection
whose Road leads nowhere and is everywhere

To you whose breast is the refuge of no refuge
To you whose passion dissolves all ignorance
and whose innocence reveals unstained beauty

Enveloped by your Grace
With nowhere to go
Around and around
Heart to the Ground

Here
I
am

-Maya Luna

Come to Teotihuacan to experience
the relentless mercy of the Mysterious Other

I am looking to gather a group of men and women who have a deep desire to stay fully present and curious during this particular time in history. We stand on a threshold of the Great Mystery wondering: What’s next? How and where do I fit into this profound shift in human consciousness? I said Yes to being here now, but what exactly did I say Yes to doing?

Teotihuacan has been a University of Spirit for tens of thousands of years. It is one of the magical places on earth where old souls have gathered again and again to realign and ignite. Most significantly it has been a sacred destination during times when human constructs are being dismantled and human consciousness evolving. We journey to Teotihuacan to remember that blessed are the endless cycles that have no end. There is only this.

The magic of Teo lies in its pulsating frequencies. It is alive! Divine Feminine energy erupted there in 2012, and today Divine Feminine and Masculine energies dance in powerful harmony—in the pyramids and caves—not so subtle imagery!

The pyramids are solid, directed, spiraling energies that reach up into the cosmos. The dark caves underneath them are filled with what shamans call black light—the same vibrant mysterious energies of creation found in black holes in space. Teotihuacan’s earth wombs are one of the few places on our planet where we find such intense concentrations of black light.

The powerful attunement of the towering pyramids in harmony with the deep caves offers us a rare opportunity to recalibrate and rejuvenate, to experience embodied coherence of our being and doing energies. Heart to the Ground.

So, listen… Is Teotihuacan calling to you? Teo has watched the rise and fall of human civilizations over and over again, around and around. It has ancient wisdom to share, as well as much needed energetic realignment during this mystifying time in history. Dream with me into the realm of infinite possibilities! Perhaps it is time to prioritize the necessary and transformative shift from an external focus on chaotic personal and world events to an internal focus on what you said yes to in this life time. Here...I...am.

Besides ceremonies in the sacred sites, we have a lot of fun on these journeys! Laughter, relaxation, art, a sweat lodge, music and poetry plunges, delicious and healthy food, meeting local artists, comfortable lodging, bathing in the colorful beauty of Mexico, and more!

Trip details can be found on my website: https://www.guideforconscioushealing.com/trips--retreats.html or feel free to call me at (707) 787-7772 with questions or concerns.

The Story

11/14/2021

Step closer to the story that scares you~
the one that has you gasping for air
in the night, searching for ground.
This one wants to take you past
the lip of the void to the birthplace
of stars, where all stories dissolve
into the blessing of original song.

Leap into the love that terrifies--
you know just what it will do.
It will un-hinge every door in your house.
It will blow in like a hurricane
and re-arrange your furniture.
It will howl like a banshee through your bones
and leave you delightfully hollow.
Without this love you are only playing
at this life– and you are so tired of that!

Turn your wild horses out
into the fields in the morning,
when first light purples the hills.
They are hungry for this earth
under hoof, this thunder of full gallop.
They may trample all the places
you have so carefully tended.
They may leave you in a cloud of dust.
And yet, this is the only way
they will return to you truly,
without a fence to keep them in.

Let the current lift you
out of the churning eddy.
There is only one place where this river flows--
through slot canyons and the eyes of midnight,
through singing valleys and greening glens.
These holy waters will have their way with you.
They are dreaming you into a body of light.
Why fight what you most long for?

- Laura Weaver

Heart Sutra

10/17/2021

"Luna's Care". Photo by Grandpa Scott Palmer.
Used with permission.

Beyond hope and fear
good and bad
low road or high road
curse or blessing
there is this moment
this invitation to arrive
on your knees
in your glory
awake.

The forestlight trembles
the mountains surge and quake
the meadows exhale wildflowers.
For even as you see, you are seen.
As you bless, you are blessed.
As you drink, you are drunk.
Nothing is outside of this.

Even when
we are dis-mantled
bone by bone
cell by cell
taken back
into creation's great belly
there is no where to go.

I once dreamed
we were a winged people
who had forgotten our wings
and then designed a whole world
whose sole purpose
was our re-membering.

Can you see us?
Violet feathers
silver sky
singing on the wind?

- Laura Weaver

Bearing Witness

9/5/2021

Art by Andrew Ferez

Sometimes we are asked to stop and bear witness:
this, the elephants say to me in dreams
as they thunder through the passageways
of my heart, disappearing
into a blaze of stars. On the edge
of the 6th mass extinction, with species
vanishing before our eyes, we’d be a people
gone mad, if we did not grieve.

This unmet grief,
an elder tells me, is the root
of the root of the collective illness
that got us here. His people
stay current with their grief--
they see their tears as medicine--
and grief a kind of generous willingness
to simply see, to look loss in the eye,
to hold tenderly what is precious,
to let the rains of the heart fall.

In this way, they do not pass this weight on
in invisible mailbags for the next generation
to carry. In this way, the grief doesn’t build
and build like sets of waves, until,
at some point down the line--
it simply becomes an unbearable ocean.

We are so hungry when we are fleeing
our grief, when we are doing all
we can to distract ourselves
from the crushing heft of the unread
letters of our ancestors.
Hear us, they call. Hear us.

In my dreams, the elephants stampede
in herds, trumpeting, shaking the earth.
It is a kind of grand finale, a last parade
of their exquisite beauty. See us, they say.
We may not pass this way again.

What if our grief, given as a sacred offering,
is a blessing not a curse?
What if our grief, not hidden away in corners,
becomes a kind of communion where we shine?
What if our grief becomes a liberation song
that returns us to our innocence?
What if our fierce hearts
could simply bear witness?

     - Laura Weaver

Of Being

7/18/2021

Photo by my awesomely ineluctable cousin,
Scott Palmer.
Used with permission.

I know this happiness
is provisional:

the looming presences-
great suffering, great fear-

withdraw only
into peripheral vision:

but ineluctable this shimmering
of wind in the blue leaves:

this flood of stillness
widening the lake of sky:

this need to dance,
this need to kneel:
this mystery:

- Denise Levertov

Please bring strange things

3/14/2021

Thunder Woman and the Big Moon
by Sandy Eastoak. Used with permission.

Please bring strange things.
Please come bringing new things.
Let very old things come into your hands.
Let what you do not know come into your eyes.
Let desert sand harden your feet.
Let the arch of your feet be the mountains.
Let the paths of your fingertips be your maps
And the ways you go be the lines of your palms.
Let there be deep snow in your inbreathing
And your outbreath be the shining of ice.
May your mouth contain the shapes of strange words.
May you smell food cooking you have not eaten.
May the spring of a foreign river be your navel.
May your soul be at home where there are no houses.
Walk carefully, well-loved one,
Walk mindfully, well-loved one,
Walk fearlessly, well-loved one.
Return with us, return to us,
Be always coming home.

-Ursula K. Le Guin

Visitor

11/29/2020

Vision Tree
Painting by Alex Grey

I am dreaming of a house just like this one

but larger and opener to the trees, nighter

than day and higher than noon, and you,

visiting, knocking to get in, hoping for icy

milk or hot tea or whatever it is you like.

For each night is a long drink in a short glass.

A drink of blacksound water, such a rush

and fall of lonesome no form can contain it.

And if it isn’t night yet, though I seem to

recall that it is, then it is not for everyone.

Did you receive my invitation? It is not

for everyone. Please come to my house

lit by leaf light. It’s like a book with bright

pages filled with flocks and glens and groves

and overlooked by Pan, that seductive satyr

in whom the fish is also cooked. A book that

took too long to read but minutes to unread--

that is—to forget. Strange are the pages

thus. Nothing but the hope of company.

I made too much pie in expectation. I was

hoping to sit with you in a tree house in a

nightgown in a real way. Did you receive

my invitation? Written in haste, before

leaf blinked out, before the idea fully formed.

An idea like a storm cloud that does not spill

or arrive but moves silently in a direction.

Like a dark book in a long life with a vague

hope in a wood house with an open door.

- Brenda Shaughnessy

Adrift

7/19/2020

Collage by Cindy Wood, www.cindywoodart.com.
Used with permission.

Everything is beautiful and I am so sad.
This is how the heart makes a duet of
wonder and grief. The light spraying
through the lace of the fern is as delicate
as the fibers of memory forming their web
around the knot in my throat. The breeze
makes the birds move from branch to branch
as this ache makes me look for those I’ve lost
in the next room, in the next song, in the laugh
of the next stranger. In the very center, under
it all, what we have that no one can take
away and all that we’ve lost face each other.
It is there that I’m adrift, feeling punctured
by a holiness that exists inside everything.
I am so sad and everything is beautiful.

-Mark Nepo

This week’s blog is dedicated to Carl Stark,
a beautiful young man who tragically died last month
at the age of 17.